Woods Walking #10

The First Encounter

This past weekend featured several crystal-clear nights leading up to the full moon on Saturday evening.  The best walk was Friday evening on the western end of the Forest Loop Trail.  The leaves weren’t all down yet, so there were large splashes of light streaming through the breaks in the canopy.  Even in the dark shadowy areas, there was enough diffuse light to allow an easy passage.

I am looking forward to November when the leaves will all be down.  Then, the full moon is truly magical as it illumines the dark, bare rolling woods.  For another contemplation of a moonlit walk, see Woods Walking #8, “Farewell to Winter.”

So after reading Woods Walking #9, “Three Nights of Affirmation,” the skeptic would ask, how do I know that my Beatific experience was a “spiritual” encounter?  How do I know it’s not just some psychological phenomenon, an overactive imagination – or even just a very pleasant dream?

These are all fair questions.  And to the hardened skeptic, there’s no adequate response.  How does one take a deeply personal, experiential event and “prove” its authenticity?  How does one describe their love for another person?  How does one communicate the deeply moving feeling of beauty communicated by art, music or nature itself?

Empirically, any of these would pose a seemingly impossible task.  I can’t “replay” the spiritual experience on screen or provide an intimate empathic connection to the lived experience.  Perhaps in one disposed to his or her own spiritual capacity, a laying on of hands, or what Hinduism refers to as Shaktipat—the conferring of “spiritual energy,” may be enough to bring the skeptic along.

Perhaps one could be attached to electroencephalograph (EEG) equipment and compare the readings during the recounting of the spiritual moments to control recordings.

The book “The Mystical Mind” by Andrew Newberg addresses neural structure and brain activity associated with religious experience.  And in “The Spiritual Brain: A Neuroscientist’s Case for the Existence of the Soul,” Mario Beauregard studied the brain activity of Carmelite nuns.  He found that specific areas of the brain associated with contemplative prayer were different from those associated with hallucinations or intense emotions.

But still…for those who have experienced deep, spiritual encounters, how do we know?  For me, I know that I have followed a long path of consistent experiences that have become a cherished part of who I am.

To provide a glimpse of my own further affirmation of the spiritual, I will refer to another personal experience, in this case my first spiritual encounter.  It is one of a very different nature and one that took place at a time of, for me, early true innocence.

An Out-of-Body Experience

My mother suffered from Epilepsy, with the onset of symptoms beginning not long after I was born.  She regularly took medication and I don’t recall if it was Phenobarbital or some other medication developed later.  Nonetheless, one day when I was three years old, I had observed my mother taking her medication, and being curious and wishing to emulate her activities, I climbed up to the high cabinet where the medicine was kept and consumed some of it.

I don’t know how much I took, but I do remember, very shortly after swallowing the pills, staggering toward the couch in the family room before losing consciousness.  After blacking out, I had an out-of-body experience, initially seeing myself from a vantage point off to the left seeing myself on a gurney with people surrounding me, working very intensely.

My next brief memory was coming to just long enough to see someone putting the tube into my mouth that was used to pump my stomach.

The next memory was the classic “bright light” experience, similar to others documented in near-death experiences.  Seeing the bright light, I was drawn toward it.  It seemed to be a long way off and as I began to move toward it, someone, a spiritual presence, came to me from the direction of the light, and without words, turned me back, communicating that I return.

The image I saw after I was turned around was the classic big blue Earth floating before me.  It looked just like a picture taken from about half the distance to the moon, based on pictures I’ve since looked at taken during lunar missions.  Keep in mind that this took place about 1959, which is well before any such picture had been taken by the nascent American and Soviet space programs of the time.  Yet that beautiful image, that memory is very clear.

Once a photograph of the Earth, taken from the outside, is available a new idea as powerful as any in history will be let loose. ~ Fred Hoyle

As I began to move back toward Earth I lost consciousness again.

My very next awakened recollection was after coming to in the hospital.  My dad was in the room with me and I clearly remember asking him if we owned any of the airplanes we’d see during our regular weekend drives by Lunken Airport.  I asked that question because I had a brief dream before waking of the old blue and white DC-3s we’d see parked at, what was then, the Procter & Gamble hangar on Wilmer Ave.

What is affirming for me is the consistent experience of the mode of communication in my various spiritual encounters.  In Woods Walking #3, I first used the term “innate intentional communication.”  That’s as concise a description as I can give: innate given the deeply intimate nature; intentional given that there are no words spoken; and communication because there is a clear intent or meaning that is conveyed.

I tell this story, for the first time publically here, because the experience has helped to take me from a sense of religious faith to a sense of spiritual actuality; of participation in a spiritual reality that extends beyond what we know through our normal five senses.  It also confirms the viability and reality of a personal spiritual being–our soul–that continues on after passing from our host, physical bodies.

My personal, organic spiritual self is affirmed in this experience.  And to have ongoing experiences that know Sublime Love and spiritual intimacy testifies to the reality of the traditions of revelation that inform the many religious faiths celebrated by humanity for millennia.

In the Welcome to Woods Walking, I mentioned that this spiritual capacity is indeed in our nature as human beings, and I take the risk of sharing these experiences to communicate and confirm a rich capacity, a spiritual potential that lies dormant in so many of us.

Such awareness and actualization on a personal level is at once awe-inspiring and humbling, but also very exciting for the truth–the reality–that lies behind the human experience of the Divine.  And on the scale of the Body of Humanity, both living here and now, and for those “Risen” before us–the miraculous spiritual reality that calls us together, has literally unlimited capacity for Good.

So, to the skeptic, I ask that they consider the cultivation of their own truest and fullest self.  Our corporal lives are but a flash in the continuum of time and space.  To deny one’s own eternal, spiritual capacity is analogous to striking a match and letting it burn out to a wisp of smoke without setting the larger fire ablaze.

The strident humanist, the strict empiricist are but Doubting Thomases who would limit their own horizons, standing on the comforting shores of a relative certitude that they might never leave.

A far greater comfort and a boundless Love awaits.

Copyright © 2010 Rudolph Siegel

The Beautiful Path & Cathedral to the Sky

Shaktipat:  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shaktipat

The Mystical Mind:  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andrew_B._Newberg

Mario Beauregard: http://drmariobeauregard.com/


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28 Responses to Woods Walking #10

  1. rudyink says:

    Here’s a helpful link on the mystical path by Jaqueline Galloway:


    “The genuine mystic is known by joy, patience, trustfulness and peace. Contemplation, although the highest form of prayer, is not an elite, lofty endeavor for special ‘holy’ people. It is for ordinary, happy, uncomplicated people who enjoy being with God.”

  2. rudyink says:

    Leaving a comforting shore for discovery!

  3. rudyink says:

    Inviting the real presence of the Holy Spirit into our lives…


  4. rudyink says:

    What is your gift?

    We are our fullest and best selves when we are open to being fully human, including and realizing the spiritual gifts that tie us eternally to the wonderous Body of Humanity — our Christ, through the Holy Spirit and under the loving gaze of the One God.

    Walking under the now-bare limbs of the woods, under the spray of twigs that beseech the sky, I listen to the breeze as it draws through those feathery living fingers. The sound of the breeze is like the spirit breathed upon the synapses of my mind. They are similiar, yet in being they are one.


  5. rudyink says:

    From the Symphony of Science:

    Michio Kaku: “We could be in the middle of an intergallactic conversation, and we wouldn’t even know.”

    My friend, indeed we are. And it is from within us, and all around us.

    And Carl Sagan: “One of the great revelations of space exploration is the image of the Earth…” Indeed, seen before…

  6. rudyink says:

    Dr, Mary Neal, author of the book, “To Heaven and Back.”


  7. rudyink says:

    A link to the blog by Dr. Penny Sartori, Near-Death Experience researcher.

  8. rudyink says:

    Perspectives on mystical contemplation: Fr. Thomas Keating:

  9. rudyink says:

    Perspectives on mystical contemplation: Llewelynn Vaughan-Lee:

  10. rudyink says:

    More on the intersection of science and spirituality with a look at Quantum Consciousness by Dr. Stuart Hammeroff.


  11. rudyink says:

    Something wonderful describing the act — and the effect — of looking back at our great, good Earth; the “Overview Effect” Here’s a short video about it by the Planetary Collective:

  12. rudyink says:

    A profound quote from astronaut Frank Borman:

  13. Another great account of NDE by a lovely and humble lady Anita Moorjani, ‘Dying to be me’

  14. rudyink says:

    Running into the arms of an angel.

  15. rudyink says:

    A fascinating discussion of NDEs.

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